I know it will never be the same but here's the closest we could get to them.
Hooters' Hot Wings (reproduction)
Prep. Time: 1:45
Serves: 4
1 cup all-purpose flour
1 tsp. salt
1/2 tsp. paprika
1/2 tsp. garlic powder
1/2 tsp. cayenne pepper
1/4 tsp. black pepper
20 chicken wing segments
1/2 cup butter OR margarine
1/2 cup hot sauce (see Notes, below)
-In a shallow dish, combine flour, salt, paprika, garlic powder, and peppers.
-Coat chicken entirely in the flour mixture; refrigerate coated wings for 1 hour; coat chicken again with remaining flour mixture.
-In a 2-quart saucepan, heat butter and hot sauce just until butter melts; turn heat to low and keep warm on stove top.
-Deep-fry chicken, 8 - 10 pieces at a time, in 375 degree oil (vegetable oil, canola oil, or peanut oil) for 13 minutes, turning once or twice.
-Drain chicken on a wire cooling rack for 30 seconds, then immediately toss fried chicken in buffalo sauce mixture and remove with a slotted spoon.
-Repeat with remaining chicken.
Adjusting the spiciness of the sauce: As is, the recipe produces a medium sauce. To change the amount of spiciness, simply adjust the butter-to-hot sauce-ratio:
Mild: Use 3/4 cup butter and 1/4 cup hot sauce.
Hot: Use 1/4 cup butter and 3/4 cup hot sauce.
Notes: The recipe calls for Frank's® Buffalo Wing sauce if you enjoy the flavor of Buffalo sauce, but not the heat. If you like spice, you can use regular Frank's® Red Hot Sauce. Another Louisiana hot sauce or hot sauce like Tabasco® would work fine, but Frank's® has a great flavor, not just heat. Use ranch dressing or blue cheese dressing as a dip for these fabulous wings!
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Craving for Hooters' Hot Wings 5:21 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Postcards from Vacationland 11:33 PM
Refracted
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
A lot has changed in Galera since the only other time I've been there.
For one thing, I don't remember obsessing over a 9F last time.
I really hope 9F is stupid.
9F couldn't possibly have everything.
Please be stupid.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Everything is so random... 10:15 PM
Summer Heights High... here I come!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Fail 9:55 AM
Not Yet Another Failure
Originally uploaded by Behrooz Nobakht
I have felt awkward to a fault.
I pause to think when I shouldn't.
I overanalyze.
I am driven to a corner.
I turn away.
I have more stock fantasy than reality.
I look for things that are not there.
I keep my thoughts to myself.
I listen but I don't agree.
I have more than friendship in mind.
I do know what I want.
I see you.
I fail.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Someone Else's Story 12:19 AM
Check out more of Lea as she performs Broadway hits such as 'Someone Like You' from Jeckyll & Hyde and 'As If we Never Said Goodbye' from Sunset Boulevard in this link: http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=5DB2BA2A5E1E2E86
Sunday, March 16, 2008
On Sale Today! 3:29 PM
Slightly Jaded and now Half Off!
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
Somebody say "I love you" to me quick
My guard is down and I am looking the other way
Somebody say "I love you" to me fast
I just might hear it and jump for joy
Somebody grab my hand and look straight into my eyes
My knees are weak and I'm here for the taking
Hurry, distract me and steal a kiss
Promise I won't get angry, promise I won't pull away
Somebody come forward and claim me now
While I'm on sale and the lines are short
"Will the owner of a lost love come to aisle 10?"
"He has opened a few Cheetos and made a lot of mess"
Friday, March 14, 2008
Kobe Crossing 12:03 AM
Tophie, Jocy & I
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
Finally had a chance to step out of a Japanese airport and see the country. Now I just need to visit Spain and I could say I've terrorized every country that occupied Manila. :)
Monday, February 25, 2008
We sure are cute for two ugly people... 8:47 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
The Crooner & his Muse 6:27 PM
The Crooner & his Muse
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
I'm always a sucker for happy endings. :)
Katel forever!
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Monday, February 04, 2008
Moving through time & space 11:50 PM
total film feb 2008
Originally uploaded by Puzzle with Pans
Sci-fi is in!
Jumper is a 1992 science fiction novel by Steven Gould. It tells the story of Davey, a teenager who has just escaped an abusive household. Davey discovers that he can teleport himself by using his thoughts, although he doesn't know how it works. As he tries to make his way alone in the world, he looks for his long-lost mother and uses his talent for criminal activities and to foil hijackers around the globe.
It has Hayden Christensen, Rachel Bilson & Jamie Bell.
Hot, hot, hot!
Jumper opens Feb 13 nationwide.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Game Over (for now) 1:33 PM
Red Ring of Death
Originally uploaded by Rogue Soul
Well, this sucks.
"Hardware failure due to overheating."
Never happened to me but I guess everybody reacts differently to stress.
Just contacted a miracle worker to perform the resurrection.
Life temporarily on hold.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Quicker than a ray of light... 10:37 PM
"Faster than the speeding light she's flying
Trying to remember where it all began"
9:48 pm - I get the green light to arrange travel
11:23 pm - I get first of 2 management approvals
8:28 am - I get second of 2 management approvals
9:07 am - I send approvals to travel desk
10:36 am - Travel desk sends e-ticket for 3:20 pm flight
10:52 am - I make hotel reservations
11:48 am - I leave for the airport
2:43 pm - I am sitting on the gate in NAIA
5:19 pm - I wake up seeing we've landed in my first stop over
9:25 pm - I find myself in a taxi racing from my last stop to Kuala Lumpur
10:37 pm - I am sitting in a hotel room wondering how I got here
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Easy Like... 9:23 PM
I agree.
Sunday Morning - No Doubt
Sunday Morning - Maroon 5
Sunday Morning - KOS
Sunday Morning - The Velvet Underground
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Itching causes (red)ness 12:35 AM
iPod + Fatboy
Originally uploaded by runeveerasawmy
Got one!
To those who have one, buy a crystal case!
It is gorgeous!
Monday, January 14, 2008
When the world is not watching... 11:26 PM
Find your inner selves in these 3 indie musicals I dug up this past week. All great. All speak to the heart. Now let me get back to my singing. :)
Colma, The Musical

Three teens contemplate life after high school while singing their hearts out in this fresh musical.
Taking place in the suburban town of Colma, where the dead outnumber the living 1500 to 1, Colma: The Musical takes the music of H.P. Mendoza and weaves it into a fresh personal look into the ups and downs of early adulthood.
Best pals Rodel, Billy, and Maribel find themselves in a state of limbo; fresh out of high school, they are just beginning to explore a new world of part-time mall jobs and crashing college parties. As newfound revelations and romances challenge their relationships with one another and their parents, the trio must assess what to hold onto, and how to best follow their dreams.
20 centímetros

Shot through with colorful musical numbers, 20 CENTIMETERS is a delirious romp through the life of transsexual Marieta (Monica Cervera) who longs to become a fully-fledged woman.
It's a self-consciously ''Almodóvarian'' confection, studded with small odes to the glory of self-creation. Marieta is a narcoleptic pre-op transsexual prostitute saving up for an operation to remove eight inches of unwanted manhood. In her blackouts, she lapses into lavish musical fantasies, à la Dancer in the Dark.
Once

A charming, captivating tale of love and music, Once sets the standard for the modern musical.
This is my favorite of the 3.
The Irish romance ONCE may be a musical, but it is miles away from the traditional Hollywood idea of people bursting into song. Glen Hansard (frontman for indie rock band The Frames) plays the guy, a street musician who is playing for change when he meets the girl (Marketa Irglova), an immigrant from the Czech Republic. The pair immediately bond over their shared love of music (he is a guitarist, and she plays the piano), and the film chronicles their tentative relationship. Both are weighed down by plenty of baggage: his songs are fueled by a painful breakup, and she is a young mother who left her husband behind in her native country.
The song Falling Slowly sung by Glen and Marketa halfway through is reason enough to watch the film. The perfect blend of sad and beautiful.
* Rotten Tomatoes (rottentomatoes.com)
Feeling (redder) 7:09 PM
Love was Black and White
Originally uploaded by powerbooktrance
Geez... that clear case sure looks awesome!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
What ever happened to... the original Power Rangers? 10:04 AM

15 years after they first stormed into our tv screens and imaginations, let's re-visit the 6 actors that made up this colorful band of renegade enforcers.
recent pic!

David Yost - Blue RangerYost continued on acting soon after finishing close to 200 episodes of the show. Of the original 5, he stayed with the show the longest. He has since produced a number of cable tv series. Recently, he starred as a Playboy photographer in the made-for-tv movie After Diff'rent Strokes: When the Laughter Stopped.

Trang died at the age of 27 in a car accident on September 3, 2001 near San Francisco, California. She and former actress/model Angela Rockwood-Nguyen, to whom Trang was to be a bridesmaid later that year, were passengers in a car traveling on Interstate 5 between San Francisco and Los Angeles (they were returning from visiting Angela's planned maid of honor) when the driver (another of Angela's bridesmaids) of the vehicle she was riding in lost control. The episode "Circuit Unsure" of Power Rangers: Time Force was dedicated to her memory.
Amy Jo Johnson - Pink RangerJohnson was Julie Emrick in the popular tv drama Felicity. She now regularly appears with her band Valhalla, where she is the lead singer as well as a guitarist & has recently contributed guest vocals to Koishii and Hush's cover of The Cars track "Since You're Gone".

Frank appeared in the most Power Ranger series & spin-offs. He was in Mighty Morphin (original), Zeo, Turbo, Wild Force and DinoThunder. He also starred in 2 Power Rangers movies! Since then, he has founded of the Toso Kune Do sytem, an American Martial Arts system that follows the concepts of many of the American Martial Art Masters such as Bruce Lee, Ed Parker and the like who blended many martial art techniques, concepts and disciplines to seek truth in self expression. He now teaches this technique in his Rising Sun Karate Academy in Houston.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
The music, movie & tv geek was here 10:20 PM
The music, movie & tv geek was here
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
I take my daily media dose seriously. If I'm not playing video games, I'm watching tv. And if I'm not watching tv, I'm tripping on sound.
I'm always on the look out for the latest and greatest out there. That's my addiction. It will be the death of me.
Wow! That court is really blue! 12:00 PM

Australian Open '08 this year has a few changes. Not least of which are the blue courts. Blue is a great color but I am on the fence on the contrast. It's bit too bright for me.
This year, we no longer have Hingis or Clijsters. Bummer. I really like those 2, especially Hingis. Hard to imagine they were just contesting for a semifinal spot last year. At least Davenport is still around.
Oh well, go Roger!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Do not stand at my grave and weep 4:00 PM
Originally uploaded by andrewlee1967
I saw the latest episode of Desperate Housewives yesterday ("Welcome to Kanagawa", first airing on the ABC network January 6, 2008). In the episode, the character Mrs. McCluskey recited a modified version of the poem "Do not stand at my grave and weep" by Mary Elizabeth Frye (1904-2004) as she was scattering the ashes of her dear friend Ida Greenberg on the baseball field where Ida had executed a triple play as a women's professional ballplayer.
The poem was sad, subtle and nothing short of beautiful.
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I did not die.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
To the Limerent Other 4:04 AM
I would have used a pencil, but lead's just not permanent."
- Hellogoodbye - Dear Jamie... Sincerely Me
"Oh it's what you do to me,
Oh it's what you do to me."
- Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
"This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending."
- Mika - Happy Ending
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Nothing Good Is On 11:09 PM

I am looking forward to hangovers this Yuletide season. Nothing seems to be worth waking up for these days. I seem to occupy myself between meals just working off a list of immediate to-dos. And I never seem run out of those.
I lost some weight. Good for me. Funny thing is I never really found a hobby aside from eating. I am in the middle of 6 books and 11 video games. It shows I lose interest a little too quickly.
I love tv. Thank God for tv. I'd rather watch tv than live my own life nowadays. Betty Suarez's life is more interesting. I'd swap lives with the pie maker any day. I may have more tv heroes now than real life role models.
I seem to have been stringing a number boring days lately. Things would only get better from now on I would think. Something big is bound to happen for sure. Because right now... if I were a tv show, I wouldn't be watching me.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Surviving Long-Haul Flights 11:43 AM
Luggage
Originally uploaded by Cake Walk
Feature film in the main cabin sucky? Children just love kicking your seat from behind? You just can't get some sleep?
Here's the best way to travel for us citizens of the world.
1) Not with Northwest
Though the may offer the cheapest flights, if you travel frequently, a little comfort and leg room are more that welcome. My experience with Cathay is great for trans-pacific. They have personal entertainment systems in the main cabin!
2) With earplugs
For those that could bear the lull of the engine at 2000 feet, I tell you, you are freaks of nature. Get medical help.
3) With noise-canceling headphones/earphones
This is a 10 year old technology. Listening to Beyonce from you ipod may prove a tad more satisfying without the crying baby in background.
4) With an eye mask
Some people just love reading when it's supposed to be lights off. This would help improve the illusion of darkness.
5) Without belts or jewelry
Efficiency before style. Get rid of the hassle of constantly un-bling-ing and bling-ing when passing through security inspection from the onset.
6) With a DS lite or a PSP slim
Just love it when kids point and drool. Hahaha. Ok, didn't I tell you guys I was evil?
7) With a jacket that has deep and secure pockets
They ask for hand carry bags and luggage to be stowed. Not jackets.
8) Using online check-in
They have predicted back in 1992 that lines would be a thing of the past by now. I guess they were wrong.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Friday, October 05, 2007
Good Question 3:55 AM
Good Question
Originally uploaded by Michelle L.
It pains me to answer a number of questions.
But nothing pains me more than this one I guess.
There's no way around it; It's plain and bare.
Will you go out with yourself? Nothing more, nothing less.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Far From Home 2:48 AM
Northern Dusk
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
I grew up from place much different from this
A place where dust is in every crevice
Where the sun sets early in the evening
And where the day ends late at night
Where I am right now could not be more distant
For it takes no notice of the world beyond
It exists where reality ends for some
And it survives purely in the minds of most
The leaves here grow weary as the seasons change
And here, the autumn breeze carries a forlorn fall
The dream of here can only be for now
A flight not for me and maybe not for all
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
5 years & about 20 lbs later 4:21 AM
Me above Toronto
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
I am flying back to the Metropolitan Toronto. Just found out about the trip 12 hours ago. I am supposed to leave 8 hours from now. As I did in Chicago, I hope to have a recapture of this same picture above. It will be interesting to see how much the skyline has changed.
Here's the plan for this trip:
1) Visit Niagara again. Ride the Maid of the Mist this time.
2) Check out the club scene.
3) Check out off Broadway plays.
4) Finally visit Jaimee in Indianapolis.
5) Maybe buy a new racquet and the new Ipod.
6) and... ohhh... work. Hehehehehe.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
My first gig... in McDo 12:47 AM
Song Bite
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
Not exactly Araneta but I guess you have to start somewhere! :)
Smacking me with balloons 12:44 AM
Smacking me with balloons
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
I don't think I deserve this type of abuse!
Mean and ungrateful children!
Behave!
Monday, August 06, 2007
Getting out the Funk 2:02 AM
Work really bogging you down?
Want to release some of that negative energy but drinking is not really your thing?
Here is a short list of alternative activities to get you back to happyville!
1) Junk Food Binging
Ahhh... say hello to my best friends! Sour Cream & Cheddar Ruffles and Sour Cream & Onion Pringles! Get those gastric juices to work and fall prey to the quick satisfaction of potato chips and artificial flavoring. A can of cherry cola or cream soda will be a perfect compliment!
2) Flinging & Breaking
Every formulaic dramatic movie scene has this and it is indeed very therapeutic. Get those old jugs and jars out of the top shelf and start pitching them out an abandoned lot! Add some matching profanity directed towards the object of stress for full effect!
3) Self-Mutilation
Sometimes you really want to hurt somebody but you can't because it's... well, not cool. So, why don't hurt yourself instead! Pounding ones head on a wall or self-inflicting flesh wounds would usuqlly do the trick. The pain and the bleeding might be a downer at first but the street cred you'll get for the bruising and stitches will surely make up for it!
4) Get on the Rebound
Random hookups are creepy and uhm.... dangerous. Be on the safe side. Look around your office or campus and offer yourself up for charity to the next geeky kid you see! Think of it as giving back to society. Who knows? You might end up inspiring the next Steve Jobs or Condoleeza Rice!
5) Blog about it
Hell.. it works for me!
Monday, July 30, 2007
Sword and Sorcery: The Year in High Fantasy 2:17 PM
The Dark is Rising
When the Dark comes rising, six shall turn it back;
Three from the circle, three from the track;
Wood, bronze, iron; water, fire, stone;
Five will return, and one go alone.
StarDust
One fateful night, Tristran Thorn promises the most beautiful girl in the rural, English village of Wall, Victoria Forester, that he will retrieve a fallen star for her from beyond the wall that borders their village and separates it from the Faerie realm. Tristran bravely sets out to fetch the fallen star and therefore win the hand of his love, along the way encountering witches, faeries, and unimaginable creatures.
In The Golden Compass, the heroine, Lyra Belacqua, a young girl brought up in the cloistered world of Jordan College, Oxford, and her dæmon Pantalaimon learn of the existence of Dust, a strange elementary particle believed by the Church to be evidence for Original Sin. Dust appears to be less attracted to the innocence of children, and this gives rise to grisly experiments being carried out by Church-controlled scientists on kidnapped children in the icy wastelands of the distant North. Lyra and her dæmon journey to save their best friend Roger Parslow and other kidnapped children from this peril, with the aid of the Panserbjørne (armoured bear) Iorek Byrnison, John Faa and Farder Coram, leaders of the Gyptians, the aeronaut Lee Scoresby, and the witch Serafina Pekkala.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Sunday, July 15, 2007
A New High (or a new low?) 1:06 PM
Platinum ElitistWow. I really thought it was a myth achieving this status. Would I be sitting beside the pilot on my next flight now? I guess it's a testament of how much traveling I've been doing. I need to put this new status to the test. Tingnan natin kung ma-upgrade ako for an international flight. I seriously doubt it though.
Federer-ation
Good clutch play Roger! He almost had you. It was certainly a psychological blow for Rafa. 4 more for Pete's record. Hopefully I can catch the Cincinnati Open this August.
Shipping & Handling
I recently bought something online that had to be shipped from Hong Kong. Bad experience. I ended up having to pay tariffs and handling almost half the cost of the items I bought. No wonder why online commerce hasn't caught on here in Manila.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Not a happy camper... 9:31 PM
Motivation
Originally uploaded by Mark Ordoñez
It has been raining hard since the start of summer
I was hoping to play tennis; What a bummer
Looking at the skies, it'll be a while before it stops
I'm not optimistic; I'll give it three to four days tops
Been looking for stuff to do indoors
Like washing dishes and some other chores
I'm rolling on carpet when it should be on grass
While thunder disturbs walls and sliding glass
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007
Hovering 10:09 AM
In every sense of the word
I feel like it's ending
I know it's absurd
I know you know
Why I'm around
I might tell you straight
But you won't like how it sounds
I become a different person
When I'm alone with you
You make me do things
I won't normally do
Yes, I'm hovering
Yet I won't say a word
Of an ending I'm writing
For a life deffered
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Science of Approximation - The Apophis, part 4 3:45 AM
"And you are?" The elderly woman on the stage squinted as she searched the auditorium for the young man calling her attention.
"Mike. Michael Sanders ma'am. We met earlier."
"Yes." Mrs. Miranda Rodriguez-Devreux acknowledged reluctantly. "The eager one."
"Yes ma'am. You said in the presentation that an impact is unlikely for Cobalt-12 and 2017 UC271." Mike paused. "What about for 2004 MN4? The one they call Apophis."
"The Apophis is something close to the heart of my late husband, Mr. Sanders." Miranda looked away for a second then walked to the folder of transparencies she had on a side desk. "I may have something here that would show the exact trajectory of the said asteroid."
The auditorium went dark again. An black and white image of a stone mass in empty space flashed into the projector screen.

"That thing is huge." The young man beside Mike whispered.
"There's more to this asteroid than that, Peter." Mike confided.
"You were saying something Mr. Sanders?" Miranda shot a look directly at two men chatting.
"Yes, ma'am. Isn't it true that it is mostly made up of solid osmium?"
Miranda raised an eyebrow. She was visibly impressed. "You did your research young man."
"Yes, Apophis is made up of one of the densest and most toxic natural element known to man. They say, even without hitting land mass, its entry burn in our atmosphere would easily kill half the living population of the northern hemisphere in 2 weeks."
Everybody in the room fell silent.
"But of course." The lights in the auditorium came on again. "With a 7 million to 1 chance of impact, we will be lucky just to see it with our telescopes. Now with the study program, I will be asking everyone to..."
"Ma'am." Mike raised his hand again.
"Yes, Mr. Sanders." Miranda spoke sternly now.
"Is it true that an assistant of Professor Devreux once alerted the district board of Arizona regarding a flaw in this impact probability. He said with the tail asteroid, the impact chance was more like 4500 to 1."
"Mr. Sanders." Miranda motioned towards the stage exit. "Meet me backstage in 5 minutes. Class dismissed."
Monday, June 04, 2007
Uncle Pat 11:26 PM
Saw Mackie, Ivan, Daisy, Pat & Sophia today!
Wow.. Can't believe it has been almost 2 years!
Same old people, same old fun!
Monday, May 21, 2007
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Emo Mark 5:19 PM
Make sure it can do SIP calls over WLAN! You can then download Gizmo to make free calls over the internet! And then of course you can just buy a Windows Mobile phone and download Skype for it. Make sure you can download Yahoo! Go on it as well. Mobile yahoo messenger is fun! Don't even get me started on the importance of GPS.
There was 'e'... giving us email, ecard, eHarmony...
Then there was 'i'... giving us ipod, iphone, itunes...
Then came '2.0'... giving us Web 2.0, Skype 2.0, Firefox 2.0...
I introduce to you now 'HD'... giving us HDTV, HD DVD, HD Radio, HD Photo...
WTF is emo?It's music. It's fashion. It's personality.
It is guys wearing this haircut.
This is funny.
I grabbed the wikipedia definition of an emo personality and it somehow matched my general mood these days.
From Wikipedia:
Emo Personality
When referring to a person's personality and attitude, most definitions of emo hold that an "emo person" is candid about their emotions, sensitive, shy, introverted, broken-hearted, glum, and often quiet.[6][9] Emo personality is also often connected with writing poetry, which addresses confusion, depression, loneliness, and anger, all resulting from the world's inability to understand the author. Emo poetry uses a combination of any of: a highly emotional tone, stream of consciousness writing, a simple (ABAB) or nonexistent rhyme scheme, references to the flesh, especially the heart, heavy use of dark or depressing adjectives, concern over the mutability of time and/or love, and disregard for punctuation, grammar, and/or spelling. Themes such as life is pain are common.[10]
Some definitions of emo hold that typical "emo persons" are likely to inflict self-injury, most often by means of cutting, burning, or otherwise mutilating themselves.[11] [9] Some assert that it is cool within the emo subculture to pretend to be suicidal and self-harm,[12] or that participants self-harm purely for personal enjoyment.[13]
Emos are also stereotyped to use depressing Internet screen names that sometimes contain straight edge X's, often using ironic sloganry, a poetic sense or cliché (eg. xmourningafterx).[8]
The word emo can be used as either a noun or adjective.[6][9]
Adjective (1): All my friends are emo.
Adjective (2): I feel emo today.
Noun: That person is such an emo.
Ok. I am not suicidal and I am not a big fan of burning, cutting and mutilation. But it's neat that there is a cool term to associate me with now. I thought I had mono.
WTF is mono?
Ok. Seriously. Read up. This term is so 90's.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Melancholia 12:39 PM

I don't know how to say this but I think I'm clinically depressed
I have no motivation to do anything
I tire a lot
I turn to books, to games to become what I'm not
I set my alarm for 8 and delay it to 10
I wake up in the middle of the night not knowing where from when
I look to others for distraction
I lie about how I feel
I sometimes wish things were different too much that
I don't trust my eyes to see what is real
I feel there's something wrong when in fact all is fine
I don't deny that at times I wished all these false sorrow were not mine
What has happened to me? Would you know?
Is this a phase that will pass in a week or so?
I continue to this day with drugged induced sleep
For awake I'm alone and in dreams I weep


